Wife tired of
husband's sex drive / Time for some intercourse
Dear Ann
Landers: I adore my husband. We have been married for eight years and have
two beautiful daughters. We feel our marriage is unique and that God brought
us together. So, what is the problem? My husband would like sex every night.
Once a week is enough for me. With two young children, I do not have the
energy I once had, and like most women, my sex drive has decreased since the
children came along.
My
husband has done everything he can think of to "romance" me. He is
generous with the compliments, brings home small gifts, gives me
delightful massages and plays soft music. Nothing seems to work. Most
women would die for a husband like this. Do you have any advice, Ann? I
want to be the best wife I can be for this wonderful man. What can I do to
promote a stronger sex drive? What is wrong with me? —LETTING HIM DOWN IN
N.C.
Ann's Reply:
Dear
N.C.: Nothing is "wrong" with you. You are just tired, like most women who
have two children under 7 years of age. You need to make arrangements with
a family member, close friend or paid housekeeper to take care of the
children for a weekend, so you and your husband can have a mini-vacation
to renew the romance. This should be done periodically. If you cannot
manage a weekend, one night in a motel will do. Please follow through on
this. It could make a world of difference.
P.S. Meanwhile, how about a
compromise—three times a week? —ANN LANDERS
Gabby's Reply:
Hi
N.C.: The source of this problem is that you aren't communicating openly,
honestly, and spontaneously with your husband. Deceit always produces
less-than-desirable results.
Your
letter reveals that you have been delivering certain thoughts
non-verbally;
specifically, "I only feel like having sex once a week," and, "I don't
like feeling as though I'm a failure." And, he's not been "getting" these thoughts. It appears you have been trying to work around having to
deliver those specific truths verbally, those communications, using those
exact words, perhaps so as to not discourage him or even drive
him away. In any case, it's time for you both to go to the next level in
intercourse. A whole new way of relating.
If I
were him I'd have to be willing to acknowledge that the way I've been
communicating (apparently unconsciously) with my loved one has had an
invalidating effect on her, that I haven't created a safe space for her to
communicate certain thoughts.
This reveals that he is unconscious. A conscious actualized man knows what kind of intercourse is
appropriate. For him to want to communicate physically when you're
communicating otherwise (albeit non-verbally) indicates that his
integrity is out. In short,
his out-integrity has sapped his consciousness. You've both become stuck
doing your
imitation of communication
with each other.
All dissatisfactions with sex are a
consequence of both partners withholding the same
number of thoughts from each other.
For example:
Him:
"I want sex."
You:
(non-verbally) "No. I want to talk about why I don't want sex right now."
Him:
(non-verbally) "We either have sex or I'll make you feel inadequate."
You:
Again, non-verbally, "Well alright (begrudge-begrudge—with your Molly Martyr hat on),
do it to me."
If I
were you I'd have to be willing to acknowledge—that the way I have
been communicating/relating with my husband causes him to continually
beg for sex—that
I use sex to control my husband and to make him feel guilty for wanting sex.
I'm
concerned that you don't mention if sex is great, or completely satisfying, when you do have it. It's
your responsibility to get certainty as to the source of the problem. A complete
medical exam (blood tests, etc.) is in order as is a series of private (you
alone at first) consultations with a counselor, therapist, or
coach. Ensure your
diet includes the necessary vitamins and minerals (iron, zinc, cal-mag, C, D, B-12,
etc.).
In brief, if
physical intercourse isn't in the space, just what is in the space that begs
other forms of intercourse through to mutual satisfaction and the experience of
love? (intercourse meaning—all intentions both conscious and
unconscious, and all verbal, non-verbal, physical and psychic emanations).
It
took me a long time to let go of being the boss, the male, and allow a woman to
be the initiator and to seduce me. Now I know why high school girls love
to be asked to dance; it's incredibly validating to be asked. He needs to get
that you are always having sex with him. He needs to surrender and experience
the subtleties of your foreplay. No doubt he's climax oriented, if so, you might
buy a book on tantric sex, (take turns reading it out loud to each other together). Look for a
conscious-breathing Breathwork Workshop—it introduces one to the phenomenal
(drug-like) experience
of breathing together—read
this letter.
Re: ".
. . like most women . . ." Not so.
Re:
"Compliments." Compliments produce entirely different results than
acknowledgments (continue reading).
Your fatigue
is also symptomatic of the effects of accumulating a lifetime of withholds
and non-verbalized acknowledgments. That is to say, thoughts, withheld for
reasons, have mass and weight, they eventually sap your aliveness, your energy.
For certain there are things (good and bad) for which you aren't being
acknowledged.
Perpetrations, especially those you've
withheld from everyone, from as far back as childhood, serve as barriers to the
experience of energetic aliveness, of love. Perhaps you believe you don't require
being verbally acknowledged each and every day for picking up toys,
shopping, and feeding the children. Not so. The experience of being
completely acknowledged/gotten is a high-energy space. Imagine if you
will, God suddenly appearing in your kitchen and He/She/It says, "Hi, I
was in the neighborhood so I stopped by to let you know you're doing a great
job. Absolutely perfect. Keep up the good work. Thank you. I love you." and then
disappearing, just like a magician. WOW! That would be an experience of being gotten, of being
acknowledged. You'd be high as a kite for quite a while. In fact, acknowledgment
effects a transformation. You are not being
acknowledged (praised, complimented &
gifted, yes, but not acknowledged) for something—a good deed, a persistent
thought (a
withhold) or a perpetration.
Note:
The word "completely" as used here is redundant. To
be acknowledged is to be complete, in-integrity, whole, nothing missing,
nothing added.
Another note: If you find yourself still doing chores
when he's watching TV then you've conned him into using you. He should be
as tired as you at the end of the day.
BTW: He has an
equal (yes equal)
number
of thoughts he has been withholding from you. Can you imagine how
unconscious he has been—to be sexing you oblivious of the fact that you're
not truly in-choice, not totally in-the-now, perhaps even pretending you
like it? I wouldn't be surprised if he has asked, "Was
it good for you?" Many men are
disappointed because their wife is seldom
lubricated; unaware that high school type
seduction foreplay has been missing. I.e. If
both are withholding thoughts from each other
the body's natural horny-juices don't flow. A
man must create space for the woman to aggress;
to the extant that she completely intiates sex. "I'm
a virgin, I've never been kissed, please, teach me." is a fun
game. Or, mo betta, "I'm a blind virgin, will
you please teach me how to have sex?"
Another BTW:
Depending upon your income it may be time for
you to hire a housekeeper for a couple hours per
week.
More
about fatigue: Inform your family that you'll be taking a recess from
all house chores and sex (to include shopping, food
preparation, cleaning and picking up) for a full seven days, so that you can
determine if your fatigue is physical or mental? The first few days will
be challenging, causing you anxiety as you watch things fall apart, but, resist
picking up anything—they'll soon get that rest means rest. (This process works
only if you can be trusted to not pick up even one single thing of
theirs, nary a washed dish except for the one you need).
Like trash-picking children in India, they'd have to do it if you suddenly died, so don't buy into the
belief they need you. In preparation, buy all
your favorite magazines, rent some DVDs, and check out a few great books from
the library. Perhaps a Netflix subscription for one week. Plan a few outings by yourself including a visit to a spa/massage
parlor. Communicate to each, "hands off my things in the refrigerator" (snacks
and things
you'll buy/cook just for yourself—remember, NO
shopping for them, not even what you know they are out of). For this to work your mantra must be,
"Get it yourself." None will die if they have dirty underwear and unbrushed
teeth for a week.
The
"next level" I'm referring to includes clearings, also
called be-withs (see
The [free] Clearing Process).
You
must do it first and then invite him to do it. Then you both can do the
free
Clearing Process for Couples.
It's your job to schedule be-withs every evening. Sit directly opposite
each other and look into each other's eyes. That which is incomplete in
the relationship, those communications that need to be delivered or
completed, will pop up. If no thoughts pop up continue looking into each
other's eyes silently for 15 minutes (it's called
being with another).
That which
you are hiding will also pop up as an opportunity to
share and deliver—or continue to hide. The more you hide the worse
the problem will get.
The first few be-withs might not result in the experience of
love, especially if you are not verbalizing everything, however, a be-with
between intimate couples, communicating openly, honestly, and
spontaneously, through to mutual satisfaction, zero significant thoughts
withheld, always results in the experience of love and
true intercourse.
It
is virtually impossible for a man to maintain a condition of horniness,
when he is in true communication, especially if what's needed is
intentional compassionate listening and to be in support of you getting to
the truth of what's going on with/between you.
Being-with another
generates an experience of ecstasy (a total mind-body awareness)* which
usually triggers more conversations and sharing. As it is now, you have
trained him to ignore your subtle non-verbal (I don't want sex
now) communications, for which you covertly make him wrong for being so
inconsiderately unconscious.
Military
training and wars have proved that men can go a long time without sex so your husband can reprogram his
mind to match your desire-cycle. A few conversations will shift him back
into service to the Goddess in you. Much like a dog tugging on a leash
until it has been centered (back to the walking-beside-you position) so too do
men get into an automatic-sex-rut in which they honestly believe that they want
or need frequent sex. A slight tug on his leash awakens him (heals him back into
service).
Anyone who has the
time and energy and an imagined need for frequent sex has yet to find
his/her purpose in life.
It could be that neither of you are actively involved in
ethical responsible community
projects. Perhaps there are homeless/hungry within blocks of your
home. This happens to be true for most divorced couples; they got
things going nicely and forgot to bring along their neighbors. That,
or, there's an
integrity issue somewhere. I.e.
Gambling, a business scam, minor but significant deceits
(inaccuracies) on your insurance, tax, or resumes.
A person
on-purpose, in service to others, is so busy that he/she is usually pleasantly exhausted at
the end of the day, completely satisfied knowing they have served. Their mind is full
of anticipation of the next day's activities. Most importantly, the
communication-leadership skills it takes to be on-purpose (which include
enrolling others in support of one's purpose) are the same skills it takes to
have a mutually satisfying relationship. —Thank you,
Gabby
P.S. You wrote, "We feel . . . God brought us together."
Interesting that God would pair off a couple with disparate sex
drives—Yes? I trust you are acknowledging God equally (as appreciatively
and as profoundly) for creating this problem—if not, it suggests that you
know this problem is your creation. I'm concerned about your
reasons for not sharing this problem with your pastor. One is
either problem-free or they have their reasons. You most certainly knew,
at some level, that a columnist's advice would not bring about a
transformation. Most readers consider your letter to be similar to picking
a therapist that one unconsciously knows will not get to the source of the
problem, one they can con. I.e. "But I've tried everything. I even wrote
to Dear . . ." Notice that as nice and reasonable as the columnist's
advice is, you will still have the same problem after reading it. If you
look you'll see that you knew this before you wrote.
Additional
thoughts: Some might use my reply to reinforce their position
that premarital sex ensures similar libido's—except—you acknowledge that
yours has "decreased" and is, ". . . not what it once was." This
suggests that at one time your appetites were similar. Perhaps not? If
not, then perhaps you began deceiving him early on. Who knows what
consequences you've created for yourself if you've been presenting
yourself as an open and honest person.
This could be a negative-karma thingy;
perhaps when dating you conned him into decieving both sets of parents so
as to have sex behind their backs. If so, have you acknowledged your
deceit to them? Did you con him into begging for sex.
Could this be a consequence of an unacknowledged
childhood lie. We pay ourselves back for our
abuses.
* For my first
experience with MDMA (Ecstasy?Molly) I was all
psyched up for some great sex. What happened was
we both experienced a new level of profound
beingness that begged to be experienced, we
found ourselves letting go of our "plans"
to have "sex" and let "it" flow. We talked and
experienced each other for hours; later having
physical sex, that was
also mindblowing.
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