|#45 Anonymous letter my husband
is having an affair / Am I unconsciously intending this drama?
Dear Prudence: I received
a letter informing me that my husband was having an affair. The letter
was unsigned and offered no proof. The letter did not mention a specific
woman by name but described someone who is involved in our life in a
business matter and whose husband plays with my husband on a sports
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Hi Sec: This is a wake up call; we don't know for what reason, just that something's out integrity-wise. People who are clear about their purpose in life, and who are operating with integrity, have no time, space, or need to create such drama. If something like this does come up they handle it within in a few conversations. They do what it takes (w/o fear) to get to the source of the problem.
For example: Within minutes of receiving it one is on the phone. "Hi, Woman. I just received this letter that states . . . My paranoid mind is calling around trying to find someone who might have an idea who sent it?" [Her response would let you know if your suspicions are correct. i.e. Angry, defensive, sincerely helpful, etc.?] Your husband would ask the same to his friend.
A spouse who is on purpose with his/her marriage, and life, does not attract "interest." The love and commitment is so obvious it's ludicrous for another to even think those thoughts around such a spouse; such relationships are often looked upon with respect and admiration. An analogy might be the futility and inappropriateness of flirting with the Pope.
BTW: As a recovering "tease" and "flirt" addict I can vouch that it takes considerable introspection and an incredible number of truthful conversations so as to be able to choose to simply be—without adding the confusion of non-verbalized withholds, mixed messages, or hidden agendas.
A person on the "prowl" can tell, within a seemingly innocent interaction, whether their "target" is open to flirtatious dancing, to possibilities. The slightest, almost imperceptible, micro-facial tell from the target grants permission for more flirting. Quite often a prowler fishes with innuendos and double entendre humor. i.e. "Nice bat." "I like the way you swing." etc. A wholesome target is conscious and therefore has access to all of their senses; he/she can intuit what's happening and nip it in the bud (and, most importantly, later share the flirting interaction with his/her spouse). My point being, your husband sent or is sending some signals—the communications may be unconscious facial micro-muscle movements (as in a gambling "tell"). However, with coaching, a person who has nothing to hide can be supported in acknowledging having caused/supported the flirtatious communications. A typical knee-jerk reaction such as, "I didn't do anything" invalidates ones natural loving magnetic presence and its effects [everyone one wants to hang around loving people]. The realization of unconscious flirting can be a transformational experience; it always reveals withholds. Such a person (once transformed) can become an excellent enroller for social change.
someone pointed out that I winked at most
girls. I wasn't aware of doing it. Later, with one relationship, I was continually
accused of cheating but knew I hadn't; after we split I discovered that I had
unconsciously trolling for the next relationship, intuiting that the existing
relationship would fail, therefore I had been being "nice" to all
potential women (i.e. psychic
cheating—which my now ex wife had picked up on from my aura).
Another perspective is to ask, what could you/your husband possibly have done to warrant such a problem? Can you spell k a r m a?
completely believe him."
The majority of divorced partners, many of whom are
still dragging around their "victim" act, honestly believed
their spouse was faithful; they were so unconscious as to be clueless,
yet when the game was over, with coaching, they could easily see that they did in fact
"suspect" all along (they resist using the word, "knew").
Note: The majority of prisoners continue to profess
their innocence; spoken with profound eye-to-eye sincerity it's a
powerful way of controlling others, keeping them incomplete, wondering
if they have made a mistake.
One clue as to your husband's veracity is if you are withholding one or more significant thoughts from him. If you have been withholding a thought from him, one that would upset him, then he too is withholding a thought from you. There are no exceptions to this entanglement phenomenon. Use The [free] Clearing Process to discover the existing withholds between you and your husband. Withholding a thought from your partner is abusive; it's controlling, it ensures that neither of you are experiencing daily joyous love.
Power is the rate at which you create, have, and complete a problem; a person committed to being complete, a person of integrity, would simply call the suspect immediately or at least invite the couple to have coffee. You'd show them the letter, ask for their help, and communicate your curiosity and concern for everyone in the community. Someone (possibly you) is reaching out for help. Four minds have a better chance of figuring out what's going on. That a "coffee date" solution hasn't already been implemented indicates that there's more in the space than you've been willing to acknowledge. Of course you'd have to be willing to verbally acknowledge your withholds and judgments about her to her. I assure you the woman's husband knows, at some level, of her "interest" communications. The experience would validate his suspicions, and, give him an opportunity to acknowledge his intentions and his cause in the matter. —Thanks, Gabby
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