Hi Lost: I get "lost." Yours is a difficult
lesson. Dating someone with children
requires that you love everything about all
of them. Wanting to change the way she
handles her children and wanting to change
them is not love. No mature man would have dated her let alone
a second time. "How are your children about
you dating?" is a very important question to
ask a prospective date, second only to,
"How's your relationship with your ex?" Both
questions trigger conversations the
successes of which determine the
possibilities. Such discussions reveal if
there are incompletes that will serve as
barriers to a new relationship. Her
incomplete relationships with her parents,
her ex, and her children, are written on her
face, it's an aura thing. You couldn't see
it because you are equally unconscious. In
short, she is incomplete looking for a
relationship so as to be complete, as
opposed to bringing her complete successful,
happy, self to a
relationship.
Have you given thought as to how it will
affect your children, bringing such
"spoiled" children into their life and
expecting them to get along well? That's
not a gift of love.
It's even worse than that. That Bonnie would
unconsciously submit you to such treatment
is not love. My sense is that she is in
denial. It would be difficult for her to
acknowledge that her children behave
abusively; they have no choice but to mirror
her leadership-communication skills. Put
another way, you have fallen in love with
her "nice" act. She's hiding from you how
she destroyed her marriage. She
has mastered the art of causing others to
treat her abusively and disrespectfully.
Over time you would become aware of just how
much you disrespect her for how she sets it
up for her children to abuse her. A
responsible single parent would have gotten
clear with the children, up front, if they
were happy for her and eager to support her
in dating, and if they'd be willing to treat
you with respect.
I.e.
Knowing when it's time for a divorced parent to
begin dating. It's supposed to be
a fun and exciting adventure for everyone.
That she trained them to behave this way
should be a clue as to how they will treat
you the outsider who will come in and try to
teach them manners and responsibility. Remember, her
parents tried and failed with her and still
are failing with their grandchildren. If
their behavior was a problem for her she
would have already enrolled her family in
counseling in support of the success of her
relationship with you. It's clearly not that
important to her. Often children of strict
parents opt for permissivness in an attempt
to be right that it can be done without
angry yelling.
As a mother she has
no business dating. She doesn't have the
support of her children. They are harboring
and dramatizing upsets, disrespects, and
resentments that have accumulated due to her
inability to cause communication to take
place between them.
No matter what
you think or what you believe, what's taking
place between you and her is not
communication. It's called talking. Talking
always causes unwanted problems to persist.
Communication disappears problems. In truth,
her children are mirroring your
communication model, that of stuffing and
withholding thoughts. If you were committed
to open, honest, and spontaneous
communication, you would have handled and
completed, through to mutual satisfaction,
the first uncomfortable/disrespectful
verbal/non-verbal communication you heard or
heard about. Of course, to share your
experience honestly you would have had to be
willing to not have her.
You ask, "Do
I let her children's immaturity ruin our
relationship . . .?" It's too late. It's
already ruined; and, you're blaming the
children for your own immaturity. It's
irresponsibly immature to date an immature
person.
Re: ". . . and refuse to
allow Bonnie to be happy." I assure you her
children are not the source of her
unhappiness.
Re: "We really are
ideal for each other." Nope; you've both
brilliantly magnetically attracted someone
to mirror your immaturities, just how
unconscious you both are. If we change "are
ideal" to "have been ideal," I'd agree. You have served
each other and could still be great friends
but you both need extensive counseling and
coaching before either of you are ready to
be a co-parenting spouse. If you
keep hanging around her you will keep her
stuck. You simply don't have the
leadership-communication skills to effect
supportive harmony with her. You don't have
to marry everyone you love.
If you'd like to know karmically what this
is about for you do
The [free]
Clearing Process —she's mirroring
something about you for you.
—Gabby
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