Hello Kerry, I am pleased to have this opportunity right now. I'd like to be clear on what you said. "Ask questions on the message board" I believed that I our agreement was to no longer ask ANY questions because that would be subtle abusive communication between us since I've revealed that I am at the moment still at least talking to my parents among other things. Is there anything about why you did change your model? Was it that I used Hawaiian slang in my title that somehow made you excited a little? Thats my best guess. Maybe I unconsciously intended you by changing the boring title chain of Clearing #1 to X . I'll revert back to a simple "More Clearing"
I'd like to use this message to christmas tree bill three questions.
How will I responsibly come back into my family and friends?
What are some responsible couples clearing shares and examples?
I feel compelled to share my judging withholds on her that may not be the best thing to do because I could hurt her or make her feel guilty. Some examples "When you share I've been really irresponsible by eating when bored simply because I haven't anything better to do, I want to say" That scares the shit out of me. and OMG you were starving yourself by putting a finger down your throat!?" "I've been withholding that I'd like you to run more and lose weight. " " I would feel more sexually attracted to you if you did." The last two are my selfish desires but it is a withhold between us. Please help me with that. I intend to speak with this to a liscend pyschologist at the College of Charleston on Wednesday.
The last one is about the meeting with the pyschologist. Kerry may I use a copy of all posts in our conversation "our father" to share with him and also how to responsibly estrange oneself? I intend that he know exactly what I've been working on and I feel me as middle man in translation is unpurifying your words that can possibly sabotage my effort on integrity.
Mahalo and much Aloha, Sean